Once more, or rather, per the norm, I have no good way to start this…
We’re really just friends now.
No… Not quite right…
We’re over, but there’s still a shot.
Good enough.
Which it seems, either one of us where or rather, are… where…
Hmm… Something that is both present, AND past tense…
I’m not good enough, she’s not good enough, we where not good enough.
Yeah.
Really it was the behavior that did it, and for that, while the bulk of the total amount of detrimental behavior is indeed mine, I will for the moment be childish, and even immature and say, that she started it.
And yet, I will maintain that it was not entirely her fault, and that I don’t really blame her for it all, although I will lay some of the blame at her feet, for where we are now…
We’re both single now, still friends, but single, and come new years, I will have my next, best, and likely last shot to win her back.
I am both excited, terrified, and hopeful for this new year…
L, you could make or break me in just over 40 days.
DO you realize the power you hold?
I don’t think you do…
But more on all of that later…
The sun is still shining, and I’m still here.
I will endure!
~Caleb
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