This was rather cathartic really, so enjoy this slice of Face Book / Twitter updates and personal scrawling’s from the last 3+ months
Life is a story, your story, my story, tell it well, tell it with all your heart and soul, or just dont bother talking at all...
And we're the only ones to blame both writers and devices the shame is relevant today tomorrow who knows but when you walk away, you have me
Oh Irony, you are indeed a cast-iron bitch... #ironysux
Treat everyone like they are your friend, but dont assume for a moment that they are until they prove it
Ahhh, Ed Edd n Eddy, my childhood if Id had a big dopey friend, and a con artist friend growing up
Oh John Mayer, you sly guitar hero you...
I love when how I comment something meaningful & worthy, no one ever comments but when I shoot my mouth off, no one can shut up about it...
Consider the impact oneself has on others, upon the people around you, the persons of this world are affected by each other, do not doubt it
If only my taste in girls was like my taste in cars xD
Every time, I fall a little harder, and bleed a little less, but I always get back up again, even when I fail the test...
Hmmm indeed... I support boobs, with both hands xD
But really I support girls as a rule, oh you girls with your hair and eyes and funny little ways running the world via enticement/seduction
Change... The one constant you can carry in your pocket
Oh the hearts we carry and their wonders: when stabbed, one will beat until dry, then it dies, but the other bleeds and beats on forever...
People... Are so... Cool/sucksh/entertaining/frustrating/predictable/random... #humanitysatrip
VIA DalaiLama: I dont think human affection and compassion are just religious concerns; they're indispensable factors in our day to day lives
Love doesnt suck, people who are careless with others emotions and feelings do
Embers still glow despite the changing wind so I built a new fire & now I wait for a fresh spark but I cant make myself to bury the old yet
Hmm... I wonder what one would call themself if they decided their philosophical views where based off of Shakespear? Shakespearical?
My word for 2011? ''No.''
The monkey and the banana...
there was a time you would have barely let me arrive before you'd greet me, now its rare if you even acknowledge me :(
important enough to ask about an important personal issue, & to bother for options randomly while I sleep, not so much to get a simple "hi" not too sure how I feel about that
Huh... Id forgotten that when you check a girl out politely, 9 outta 10 times, she'll return the favor :)
"my stupid" will never replace "my bad" & "my bad" is a crap way to say "I'm sorry" & when we say "I'm sorry" do we REALLY mean it?
Huh... Nostalgia is a powerful thing...
What is this ''sleep'' everyone keeps talking about?
I won't always say the right thing but my heart is always in the right place.
Finding love = a chance Being loved = is priceless Keeping love = takes effort Loosing love = hurts deeply ...
Discovering that love was a cheap, frilly, shallow, selfish sham? = makes you feel worthless...
Welcome to the show, watch me run, drowning in my foolishness, my tricks come undone, for my next trick, I will set myself on FIRE!
Watch me burn away all but the fleshy desire... Someone better warn th verse! Th dog is back, and he's gunnin fer' first!
This has been my personal declaration of independence, Im not gonna chase the ''fairer' sex any more, henceforth, they will come to ME...
And when Im ready I'll pick n choose, and the girl I select had better be ready for the REAL THING cause Im authentic, no shit urban cowboy!
You think you won but did you really? Then why is it that I feel like the one who was set free?
Ive spent too much time pining for what wasnt real, a flood of emotions a shower, now Im throwing heart shaped rocks at a princess in a tower…
Somewhere, the sun still shines, Im still here, Im still breathing, and I'll be alright I have, am, and always will endure until Im rewarded
And the truth shall set you free... So now she is free... As am I...
#ToMyEx you had me then you lost me. And you want me back? #iwishicould take you back, but I deserve better. MUCH better. ♥ *DEUCES*
Just a reminder. Intellect & romance over brute force & cynicism. #fuckyallhaters. Indeed
Which is the greater personal evil? letting go of someone knowing it could very well be the death of them (in any/every sense/application of the word) Or holding onto them, knowing that it could end up going the same way, oh and either way, it would destroy you too?
Ever get a look at the big picture, then realize "wait, this is SO mismatched!" then remind yourself that it's NEVER that simple?
sometimes, finding out the truth is both more, and less painful than you think
"No matter how hot she is...some guy is tired of her issues" - quote from a bathroom wall...amen
Save it for the arms your in now, the arms that would have saved you are no longer yours, I tried to reason you away from now, but you left
To all you who wanna save the world bit by bit; you just cant do it, but dont'cha know your heart is sacred valuable by far, more'n gold cars
Cause stuff n things break and they just dont last, money is sand slipping past, cant buy me love, or satisfaction, but watch me bounce back
With an action/reaction, casue if you got the stuff and aint full o shit, you'll endure and the thrive, no matter the road hit after hit
So take a look inside, and ask yourself this: am I a sellout to myself, is this really it? Straw n mud, gold n bling, all of its bullshit
Cause its the heart, the mind your spirit/soul that lasts, but did you hold up under the dark questionable blasts?
I cant answer for me or you, case we still draw breath, but when we get our report card, it'll be handed to us by death.
Heres the answer to that unasked question internet, if you have to know: no...
Current theme song: Out of My Hands - by Green River Ordinance; ''... Love is just an open Flame, we burn ourselves just to feel the pain, when is it over now...'' Too true...
Im here, at work, taking stock of myself, and I find that Im not as bad off as I first thought, still kinda in the shit, but I gots a shovel…
So much left to do and say, sadly we no longer play, but the sun still shines, somewhere its day, we're still breathing, Dont worry too much, you'll be okay…
And thats the ball game people, the score sits at Alexis A: 3, Caleb M: 3, no winners here folks, only injuries and tears...
emotions and feelings are not a throttle, they are a thermometer
Once more, the only crime Ive committed was loving so one so much that I would have destroyed myself for them...
Ever get a look at the big picture, then realize "wait, this is SO mismatched!" then remind yourself that it's NEVER that simple?
sometimes, finding out the truth is both more, and less painful than you think
"No matter how hot she is...some guy is tired of her issues" - quote from a bathroom wall...amen
Im alive, Im breathing, the moons in the sky, big and beautiful, somewhere the sun is shining, and tomorrow is another day, I will endure
I shall be a new thing, me, myself, & I shall call myself... The retrosexualurbancowboygrayknightmenace! HA! take that proper English ;p
Fly fly little blackbird, fly away, never mind what you do or what you say, but where will you rest your head at the end of the day?
Little sparrow, wings breaking, heart aching, the blackbird still watches you, worry in his eyes, dont'cha know Jesus loves you, n me too
But Vultures abound, picking at all our wounds, raccoons mischievously scratch at our eyes, Annie! Get your gun!
And now…
Fly little blackbird all night long/ the mockingbird will never sing your song/
again, but you fly much too low/
so after a sparrow I will go/
the clouds cry sadness and pain/ but we know the sun will shine again/ so until that time I will fly/ the mockingbird sings a new song/ cause the sun will shine before too long...
Allegory; another vein of the English language I speak very well, along with sarcasm and pure unadulterated truth...
Bullshit n Noise,
Deuces n Rock,
I will endure, if only for my own stubbornness, or the grace of God.
~Caleb
