For the girl I always and never knew I needed, more than I ever knew I wanted, I am in awe of you... Because you are simply yourself, and yet, oh so much more...
Dusty plains,
Wind swept stains,
Immortal time,
Monoliths of grime,
Smoggy smears,
Star strung tears,
Lonely cries,
Behind hazel eyes,
Complexity sings,
Duality’s finest stings,
Opposing genetics,
Emotionally lamed rhetoric’s,
Pretend stories,
Fictions electric lorries,
Camaraderie found,
Trusts constructions abound,
Tears silent,
Emotions so violent,
Truth displayed,
Conventions eloquently dismayed,
Ideals shunting,
Distance means nothing…
Nothing matters other than you, nothing will stop me from caring about you, distance and time foolish reasons and rhymes expectations and ideals and requirements and misplaced zeal and favor and approval and noise and people and places mean nothing to me.
Just you.
I will never let you go, unless you or death bid me, because , and all I know, strange and true, is that in the end, all I ever wanted, needed or could hope for, is you… You are who you are, and I can never ask for more, because you are more than I deserve, and you are more than enough, more than my wildest dreams, you are, you, you are my love, and you are all I could ever hope to be…
And I can only hope to love you, as you love me.
And I thank you for that, because I am unworthy, and yet, give all I am to you.
I love you Kristen, God above help me, I do…