May the fourth, be with you...

OR... Was that good for you too?

You’re my favorite disease, my repeat offense,

time and again to rend my heart and since,

you haunt my dreams with your harm,

you lost your light and your charm,

you wound me to the core, but why can’t you see,

after all the love, now you just depress me…

I left my heart in New York City,

in the arms of a girl oh so pretty,

coffee dark eyes with a hint of cream,

rich dark tresses soft like a dream,

lips like an angel, tongue like a sailor,

I could never hate her,

but my hearts on her shelf, a trophy won of games,

now I’m dark n cold and will never be the same...

I love a girl with all my heart,

and nothing hurts me more then when we're apart,

I would do anything I could to hold her now,

to undo my mistakes to make her know she’s loved truly and how

I destroyed myself only for her let the life flow,

The rain from her face when I had to go,

But I’ve spent too much time pining for what wasn’t real,

a flood of emotions a show, the neon flow of how I feel,

now I’m throwing heart shaped rocks at a princess in a glass tower,

never no never over me did she understand her power,

I’m still trying to crack her ill-founded resolve in the hopelessness she’s fallen into,

but the questions and answers don’t align and with the sorrow n lines I now find we’ve been through

and the bottom line is that one is right the other wrong,

but which is which in this sad song?

I really cant see, and I just wont hear, any more jokes or complaints about her fears,

And while the lies that bound us are now undone,

She wants to tag along with me now and have some fun,

But I really cant care, and I just wont feel, any more of her bullshit this time thank you,

I’m a new me now, defined refined and so no longer mister blue,

Because I found my heart and had it rebuilt right,

With a girl who is real, fine, and dynamite,

So thank you lord, I was blind but now see,

The truth be told it was right there in front and side of me,

What I needed was a friend, loyal and true,

Accepting and honest, quirky and not you,

Who uses abuses wastes and squanders all she sees or haves,

Who eats her own mind as she sells her soul and body for bath salve’s,

But now I'm done, cause I found my one, my best friend and most trusted lover and ally,

So all I guess is left is for the mop up of all the tears that spilled when all I could do was cry,

But wait a minuet, the time has thusly passed, and I’ve moved on, you’ve failed and still hit the grass,

But that’s just fine, I’m far happier this way,

Just troll facebook or twitter, to catch the blessed pics from her and mine wedding day.

Ahhh, final emotional purge is relaxing like a good orgasm…

That sounded far less dirty in my head…

Duces n rock interwebs, you know you love me ;p endure!

Music

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Love

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Life

~Caleb