The Word...

The warmth of her voice soothed the savage beast,
The kindness mixed with snark tickled at the geek,
The gentleness of her words, hid her inner questions,
The curiosity in her head drove away her fear,
The warmth of her touch sparked a smoldering flame,
The purity of her actions provoked a sudden change,
The depth of her emotion paid a bill past due,
The honesty of her word took me to her from you...





I think I'm going to zonk out now at last...

Deuces interwebs!

Endure,
~Caleb

rosey prosey nosey posie...

The falsly salty tears drove down, etching lines deeper still.
The moon-lit granite carved or marred,
Forced against my will.
The god facade of my face crumbled,
Under the hammer blows.
Who knew shrew your lies where steel,
Bitting burning cold as like the winter snows.
My pride died long before you tried to vice my seed away,
Still truth aloof not as I feared,
When the light brought the day.
Thank distance withthis lone fact I conjured in good faith,
Under the war-paint and coffee locks,
You are little more that a wraith.
Only taking faking all you want and all you see,
Your a bitch a floozy and whore,
That is all that you can be.
But now how can I pass judgment harsh pointed and detatched,
When once in my life I was more than your match?
Well riled child the truth is plain and simple you see more than just my word,
I woke and grew and moved up,
I for one vastly matured.

But now as I break the form, of this frilly silly verse, I must say thank you for once and for all; at least you didn't put me in a REAL herse!



Part of a final purge I'm sure... more to come trolls!

~Caleb

When Even Angels Die...

Her smile was still as soft, as kind and loving as it had always been, even if it was not as bright or youthful as the first time he had seen it, her eyes that same singular color it had always been, even with the shifting tint the years had brought on, and the slight dimness that time had given her.
Her hair was still long as they both prefered, thiner than it had been when they where young, but still soft and sweet as ever, the silver texture all but overcoming the mixed brown that still held on through out.
Her skin was wrinkled now, still freckled, still soft, still pale, if not more so now, given the wear of time, the laugh lines, and crows feel made her more distinguished and lovely for him, her beauty always deeper than her skin in his eyes.

Her voice crakled softly, the soprano still rich and perfect in his weary large ears, the gentle rasp of her youth replaced withed a lumpy grate, still lovely he told her whenever she would apologize for "sounding like an old raven" which always made him smile.

But as much as she had stayed the same, she had also changed...

No more so then over the last year.

His large wrinkled palm took her slender drawn hand into its care, his fingers falling into place without a thought, his strangly blue eyes glossed over with tears as he heard the wracking cough, her lips again smiling, for the first time since her health was leetched away, as he pressed his lips to her still soft cheek, as she one last time would say, "I love you sweetheart, oh so very much, more than words could express, with all I am inside..." and as he whispered a tear filled reply, "Of that I have no doubt my treasure, and I love you just as much..." she closed her hazle eyes at his warm gentle touch one last time, then died...

He never really felt as if, he had failed in his endevour, to express his love and devotion to her forever, nor did he count the days following until as if a final roll of dice, he joined her beyond this feeble world and made true love to her, heart to heart, soul to soul, in paradise...



No clue where that came frome, other than I realized the depth and gravity of my love... it almost shook me had it not been for how comforted I felt...

Endure,
~Caleb

St. Valentines Day...

Do you know, my love,
How much I love you today?
How it is so much more in comparison than the day before?

Do you know, my love,
How much I miss you?
How much it hurts, inside and out, to be without your touch?

Do you know, my love,
How much I care for you?
How much I worry for your wellbeing and happyness in all things?

Do you know, my love,
How many my thoughts are, for you and what you do and where you go?

Do you know, my love,
How much I want you?
To hold you, and kiss you, and to pour out my affections upon you right now?

Do you know, my love,
How much I need you?
In my life, in my arms, and in my heart?

Do you know, my love,
How thankful I am?
That we met, that we are best friends, that we are lovers, that our hearts are inertwined, that you are my other half?

Do you know, my love,
That I am so much more now, than I would be otherwise?

Do you know, my love,
That I love you more than these words could ever properly express?

I know, and you know, and no matter what anyone else says or thinks or knows, we know, deep within our hearts, and that is all that matters.
<3


Live, Love, Endure,
~Caleb