marking time

Who is to say, what tomorrow will bring?
Perhaps the end, or more songs to sing.

Sunsets and music, food and drink, kisses so sweet, don't close your eyes, you'll miss something if you blink.

But close your eyes, as time suddenly slows, as your lips touch mine, then I kiss your nose.

The feel of your warmth next to me, your fingers mingled with mine, our love alive for all to see.

Your eyes, your hands, your hips, your smile, your bossom, your neck, your laugh, your wit, your affection for me, all I can do is try and fail, to express my enchantment and devotion, my fascination and loyalty, my respect and love for you and all you are, inside and out, outside and in...

If only I could find the words, to truly express everything, you are, I am, we can be... Everything I dream of...

I do not have the words, but that has never stopped me, now has it? ;)

Endure,
Music = Love = Life
~Caleb

down at the crossroads

Picking between an iffy tactical, academic and personal victory, and a certain personal, emotional and romantic victory, is a hell of a choice, and for me its not a choice to make lightly, but in the end, I will go with the certian personal victory, because she is worth it, and in the end, her happyness and wellbeing is all I care about.

I personally wish I didn't have to choose, but circumstances have again put me in such a position that I am again forced to choose between the "smart" logical and tactical choice, and the "unwise" emotive and moral choice.

Too many times before I have picked the former over the latter, at crossroads of my life, I have made choices based on such circumstanses, and everytime I have ignored my hearts urging, I have regreted it wholeheartedly...
I refuse to do so again.

Its as simple as that.

Live, Love, Endure.
~Caleb